The Revelation
I’ve talked to God before. She’s always been instructional. "Go here". "Do this". "It’s now", etc. However, in 2010, during a state of deep self-inquiry I received an uninterrupted answer to a question directed toward the Holy Spirit. It proved to be louder than ever before.
The answer I received resonated deeply in my heart. This newfound resonance - a recognition of being in spacious awareness and alignment with the divine - was a whole new dimension. I felt I was connected to a clearer channel, a higher frequency without any internal and external interference or noise. I found a place within me that felt peaceful, quiet, like Home (or how Home might feel). Here I was safe enough to stop and be with the inner stillness and in deep listening I was able to hear with alacrity and allow the full expression of the message to come through. Every part of my body and being received this prayer with ease and peace. I felt, without any shadow of doubt, I was hearing Truth. It arrived. It was unquestionable.
It began June, 2010, I had travelled from Cairns, Australia to Glastonbury, UK, to attend what was to be the final workshop for a dearest friend and A Course In Miracles mentor, Tomas Viera. Tom and his former wife and soulmate, author and teacher Nouk Sanchez, had written the book “Take Me to Truth: Undoing the Ego”. They were facilitating a three-day retreat and had warmly extended an invitation for me to attend. I had been a student of the course since 2008 and had met Tomas through divine synchronicity and this event was to be the last hurrah for him before he transitioned in this lifetime in December of that year.
The event aptly named: SLAM, BAM THE EGO! (Sidenote – it lived up to its name!!!).
A contemplative exercise given to us was to ask the question:
“HOLY SPIRIT, WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE ME KNOW?”
This prayer was the answer. Somewhat of a revelation, it has become a profound part of my being. It has held me through times of darkness and brings light and healing to my heart in moments when I cannot see my way in, around and through the never-ending circle of life. I’m eternally grateful for the question, the answer and the experience.
Blessed Be.
Revelation
Voice: pick up the pen, pick up the pen, pick up the pen.
Angie: Fuck it’s 1am.
I have a full day workshop tomorrow.
I need to sleep.
Voice: Shut up and listen for a change.
Sighs, surrenders, turns on light, grabs pen.
Angie: Ok. Holy Spirit – what would you have me know?
Holy Spirit: Let Go and Trust. Be not afraid for you are not alone.
No longer is this journey yours to endure but it is one to embrace with all of those you dare to travel with and those that dare to travel with you.
You are One and it is only when you forget that you are One that you will fall. And when you fall let it be a gifted opportunity for you to remember who you are.
To remember the truth of who you are is to remember God.
This God that at times has seemingly forsaken you – for those times were only when you chose to go it alone, when you chose the insane thoughts and feelings that gave you the idea that you were bigger than the game you play within the dream that you have created.
And so, when you call, I will come. And when I call, you will come for you are ready. And in your readiness the undoing has begun. The sorting out, the relinquishment, the discomfort, the unknown, the boredom, the judgement, the fear, the grief you feel due to the seeming loss you are imagining, offer it all to me.
For it is in the offering that it is released. It is no longer yours to decide the outcome and when you begin to realize this, further surrender it all – AND I MEAN EVERYTHING – and it will be effortless as you come to learn to hand it over with ease and grace and trust.
And where there was once doubt, there will be courage; where there was judgment and guilt, forgiveness and innocence will reign; where there was fear there is now LOVE.
On this walk of trust, I will be your guide and, in your willingness to listen, you will hear the voice of God and together we will walk this path and you will see there is no other place to go other than Home. And when you’re there you will come to know this place as Heaven on Earth.
My intention for you is to experience this joy.
It is here, within, that peace resides, that Love is Real and God is Love.
And It Is So.
